Walking in Alabama
Dexter Baptist church
I had the wonderful opportunity to go to Montgomery Alabama, to the Montgomery Museum of Fine art, for a lecture on my work and more for the “The show Ancestry and Innovation”.
The Montgomery Museum of Fine Art you really must see this place
The show Ancestry and Innovation The show Ancestry and Innovation
It was an incredible place, situated on tons and tons of land; it also included a Shakespearian theater on the property.
MMFA is a new beautiful place where the community comes to share in the wonderful art and sights. As well as to feed the fish and birds that live around the pond.
Now look, I must digress here, I am Stephen Sampson’s son, fishing is in my blood.
So I got some bread and my cousin Jessica and I fed the fish on Friday, while we awaited Alice who was finishing up officer work in the Museum.
But I am jumping ahead
Alice is the education director of the museum and the person who invited me down and made all of the arrangements. She is a beautiful young woman who I actually thought was my daughter’s age of twenty five, I wont gives out her age, but she isn’t much older than my daughter in any case
Ok So Alice picks me up at the airport and were talked and talked. She is a very bright articulate woman, who is from Montgomery, but has lived all over the world.
She recently returned to find out that she did like this town of hers……so she brought a house and settled.
Ok Ok
I get to this beautiful hotel the Hilton, and scan the room.
All I ever need is cnn a hot bath tub; I don’t have a bathtub at home
Yes I do have water, but just a shower.
Ok Coffee station………….pot and the likes
Ok
The director of the museum took me out to dinner the first night
She was another amazing woman
All of these fine southern gals were making an old guy feel alive
We talked and talked
And I had pulled pork,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, coleslaw
Aunt Vernell, I thought of right away
I decided to venture out to see Alabama this hotel was in an industrial park.
But their was a highway and I got feet so I walked
It’s in my nature to seek out folks so I could run my mouth
Anyway I found a gas station close by
And people
I made fast friends and spent the first night
Doing my cop thing
Where is it safe, where is the fun what is it like
Where was I the AD is kicking in
Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh……
The next day I was picked up by Alice early and taken to the museum
Where we set up the stuff for a lecture
And the events began
The show Ancestry and Innovation the show looked stunning
Again I was proud to be in the show
But looking at my work there or any where never gives me a rush
It’s the other art and the new places that get me excited
Once the work is done it’s done
I am a total process orientated guy
Where was I
I had lunch with two really exciting woman of different ages.
One lovely lady was my age she was some thing else
Lively smart
Every one was so damn smart and nice
And the other a recent transplant from Connecticut
Who was really brilliant and fun
Anyway my lunch
A fancy BLT with really fancy crusty bread
And cheese and dried tomatoes
Lord
Wait
I missed breakfast
My god grits grits and more grits
I still think I make the best grits around but these were close
Nothing like bacon over easy, eggs and grits.
Anyway
Back to the museum
They had a lot of stuff going on
They had a children’s art show, which simply amazed me
It was based on AI show
These kids out did their selves
I mean the work was amazing
It gave me tons and tons of ideas for my work
Just kidding
I actually got to meet many of the kids at the opening
I was walking around
When I saw this tow headed type
Walk over to my work
And start blowing on it
Blowing the tassels that hung down from the work
Look I have had compliments
What ever
But this is the best yet
To watch this kid
Look at my work and instinctly understand that it is moving
In my head
Was stunning
I love kids they always get things better than adults
Ok the opening was amazing
My god more food
Lions and tigers cheese and crackers oh my
Ok then on to my lecture
I won’t talk much about me talking but it was a nice crowd
And the talk went well
I run my mouth you guys all know
Love to talk never shut up
Oh oh
One of the nicest things was that
They asked me to record the descriptions of the work
To be used in conjunction with the show
I actually talked into a recorder and did this
It was some thing new
And major fun
I kept thinking of my boss Ivi
And how she always tells me about my loud mouth
I am sticking my tongue out at you now
I feel like what was that woman name
Macy gray or some thing like that
That strange black woman with that nasty voice
She said that her friends used to tell her that she couldn’t sing
She can’t but there is some thing in her voice
Maybe balls ……………..some times that enough
Ok
I was having a wonderful time
Ok Now I have to get to my cousin Jessica
I am scared to guess her age, I would say 70 some thing
I am scared to ask
But that will do for now
This woman my blood who is from Birmingham but now lives in a retirement community
Was a fireball of life wisdom and love
It only took me like five minutes to understand that I had found a new family member
We didn’t miss a beat she and I
She looked like us, like me
O.K she was pretty but still she looked like Aunt Vernell the color of her skin
That red color
She showed up looking good and brought some friends and we had a blast at the opening
Her son, my cousin lucky showed up for a minutes
He is a teacher who decided that he should seek out a life as musicians
And let me tell you
It was a good choice
Alive took me to the club where he was performing
Kevin got out
Out at night
In a club with other adults
Let see a bath, coffee, fine company and now a club
Lucky could sing, I mean sing
My Cousin Lucky who does he look like ?
And sing every thing he did
I was so proud
And happy
Now let me get real
I am a northern Black
Going to Alabama
My reference is the civil rights movement
And one of my favorite movies
Sweet home Alabama
Ok so I am in this bar
In Alabama with a beautiful white woman
Look this might scare me in New Jersey
But I still had this strange fruit thing in my head
But look I am a ex cop
So what I did was scan the room for weapons
Exits and the like
But you know what
Let me say one thing
They grow white boys big in Alabama
In fact everyone is big
They call me big man up north
Probably peanut or some thing in the south
Anyway
Turned out that these were nice folks
Friendly friendly courteous people
And what a time I had
Food, marinated olives and cheeses and shrimp
On a rollup what ever you call them things
Now I rarely eat shrimp
In fact it makes me a bit sick
My brother Ronnie and I used to laugh about this
I might have just gotten this from him
Anyway but that shrimp even tasted good
Ok
The last day I got to see a bit of Montgomery
Let me just say
What a nice bunch of people live in this town
Good morning
How yawl doing
Every one was so courteous and upright
It was amazing and restorative
Ok
So my cousin Jessica
Meets us at the museum
At the start of this narrative
I told you about
The fish
Well we are there again
Damn I should have jumped in and caught one for dad
Anyway my cousin and I stood out in the sun of this beautiful day
We made people give us bread crumbs
And we stood side by side feeding the birds and fish and being at piece
I won’t forget that moment
They Alice and us got into the car and drove into Montgomery
Now you must understand what Alabama means to me to us to mine
I must confess that when I first got to Alabama
I knew that I was home
The last time I got this feeling was when I was in Jamaica
That feeling of belonging and being one with the land
But here it was even stronger
I could feel the pull of the south
I could see my people walking living and dying
It was so real
We went into the town its lush houses and not so lush houses
All wrapped up in the south and its graciousness
This indeed was a new south
But the stains remain and not so much as to hinder
But to inspire
It’s a place to remember
Not to dwell
So we went to the king memorial
And I again
Thought of my father
And taking this trip for him
I want to see all of the places that Dad didn’t see
I want to take him
With me and to have him whispering in my ear
The things that he always did
My father stood next me me
As I stood before its fountains
I must confess another thing
Memorials rarely do any thing for me
Unless they are made by a crack head
Crying over a dead friend
Or constructed in remembrance by real people
But this one
Was amazing
To run your hands over the letters of those that died in the struggle
To know that Ms King and Rosa and Emmitt tills mother all
Touched this
Just like you
It offered continence
Emmitt till
Emmitt till to this day is one of the most painful racial memories of my youth
That Jet magazine picture
Mutilated my mind as a child
So when they began showing a short film about Emmitt I almost ran out of there
But it was tastefully down
Had they showed that picture I would have fled
So my cousin began talking about being here
Down here when this was going on
I offered my two cents but was shot down
She told me some thing
That rocked me
She told me that she couldn’t vote until the 1970’s because she was a teacher
And if you were a state worker, city worker or teacher
And you voted you got fired
I was shocked
She turned into my father
The fire came into her eyes
We she spoke of her life
During these segregated days
Her standing before me,
This brilliant cousin of mine
She had been a project director
Had taught at Tuskegee
Tuskegee
Peanuts and buckets and blood
Her knowledge of the city
Was incredible
She knew where every is
And where every thing was
This cousin of mine turned into my father
My aunt Vernell
Gran ruby
I could see all of these folks in this woman
And so wished I could see all of them talking together
Obama Obama
And boy no one loves Obama
Like my cousin
I made the mistake of speaking of her in a too critical way
What I say was
Is that Obama has to be thought of as more than a man
As more than a person
He has to become a dream
Realized
So that this time
They can’t hinder or kill
The dreamer
Obama
Has to become a movement
To heal a people and country
Then to move it forward
But that is not what got my cousins Irish up
It was when I said he looked goofy
I almost got smacked
But I quickly back tracked
My cousin was one of the brightest, well read and traveled people I have ever met
She is also a swimmer and has been at the senior Olympics
I couldn’t even keep up with her
What a day
We had lunch at a cool hip new place
That could have been in New York
Had it not been for the gumbo
Lord Lord
We drove around those streets
And the feeling for me
Was home
I really could feel Alabama
The University of Alabama
And since my cousin told me
That in Mobile and Birmingham that there are so many McCarroll
That live there that they always have two or three family reunions
Just to fit people in
I knew I had
This place reeked of history
Of struggle and transcendence
I loved Montgomery
And I will return for a visit
My cousin Jessie who is Jessica brother
I have known him all of my life
He is a music genius teacher, who has taught at the best colleges in New York
Jessie thank you for setting it all up
And you were right
Northerners think they know the south
But they don’t have a clue
I could live in this place any time
It’s about the history and the good people
Yup Jessie
Mother, sister, brother, cousins
Run to Alabama
I found out
Here in the south
How much I didn’t know
I found out a lot more about who I am
And from whence I come
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